feeling Light-Headed~

I've been repeatedly writing and discarding my posts.
Reason why?? I couldn't gather up my thoughts and make sense out of them. My logical 'n rational twin has ditched me~
Hate to admit that i'm Stubborn and Anal when it comes to accepting another human being becoming attached to my life. It wasn't my choice and desire to have this black shadow haunting me behind the back of my head. Vampires have blood-thirst, 'n i have sunshine-thirst now~
Be patient with me, can u?!!

喜歡那天的陽光..和粉衣白帽的小伙子~*

還有那些在跳舞的肌肉男!! =P